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| ello loves,
well i just wanted to say im srry for not updatingg in awhile but tht's due to the cause of my computer being broken now &idunno whn or if it's getting fixed it's up to my brother but yeah. i just wanted to let you guys knw tht &to keep the comments &subscribing going &love ya<3
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| I'll kiss your neck, I'll make you weak
wt a seksi dialect i like to speak. (;
It's funny how people change
when they have alcohol in their veins.
You see who they really are.
You know deep down inside there's
nothing hiding behind their eyes
its just them without their lies
I get so sick of everyone disappointing me.
I guess it's my fault for thinking so highly of people,
because in the end no one seems to live up to my expectations.
palm trees, ocean breeze
lets go crusin'
you & me
salty air - - - - sunkissed hair
e n d l e s s summer
t.a.k.e m.e. t.h.e.r.e
her : what would i do without you?
him : you’ll never have to find out.
I will forgive you but I sure as hell wont forget
& i hope you know,
you've lost all my respect
& she's the girl with her middle finger in the air,
because you know what? she just doesn't care!
once upon a time words never hurt me.
change never killed me. love never
broke me. fear never shook me. my hopes
never faded away . i never needed to
break away. i'm always happy i never
lie. yeah... once upon a time
dont wanna think no more, just wanna drink some more.
pour me another cause i can still see the floor
iF i coulddd kill thee mostt AMAZiNGG personn inn thee worldd i woulddd
but thann i realizeddd suicidee was a crimmee (=
TO MY HAtERS:
i realize you have ONE advantage over me..
YOU can kiss my ass & i cant
.. haha (=
he's my addiction
the habit i can't kick
no matter how hard i try
i just can't quit. <3
she's got this subtle beauty;
where she knows what you're thinking
but she doesn't let you know she's got you figured out
And I promise you this, no matter who enters your life,
I will love you more than any of them.
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| I'm still young, & i've got things to do
liquor to drink, boys to confuse,
parties to go to, & times to screw up,
because right now, i'm just living it up.
done wt. the Lies`s Done wt. the Fear ; Done wt. your games that Lead me to Tear. done wt. confusion & so many wasted days. done wt. our Love as i watch it aLL fade. our memories where good & your kissess`s were too ; done wt. the thought of stiLL being in Love wt. you.
I don't have a drinking problem.
I drink. I get drunk. I fall down. No problem ^__^
Stoners live and stoners die,but in the end we all get high.Say if in life we dont suceed.
fuck that shit! &smoke some weed
I remember when I was younger. I wanted to be a teenager so badly. Now that I grew up, I want to go back. Back to when no one was criticized for what they're wearing. Back to when smoking was GROSS. Back to when being popular was when you had the newest toy. Nerds didn't exist, only weird kids did. We were friends with pretty much everyone we knew. We could care less what people thought about us, and we didn't spend hours getting ready to go out. It was so different then, now it's the complete opposite.
He took my heart and ran away.
I always thought he'd be here to stay.
I thought he was my angel sent from above.
I guess that's what I get for falling in love.</3
A diary under the mattress
drugs beneath the bed
A body on the bedroom floor
One gunshot to the head
Black clothes in the closet
Depressing pictures on the wall
Letters written to a *s*p*e*c*i*a*l* someone
Begging him to call
A mother who was crying
A dad who was out of state
She was always fast asleep
When her parents came home late
All she wanted was acceptance
For someone to say they tried
each time people abandoned her
Another piece of her died
The ambulance outside the house
Neighbors came to see what she’d done
She finally told the world how she felt
With the sound of her daddy’s gun
what happens when the person you thought knows you best
screws you over like the rest.
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| Enter away messagei knew you never *.*cared*.*
you left me there, all alone
with a b.r.o.k.e.n heart
& a b.r.o.k.e.n wrist
here i go, with pride
its your fault
my suicide. </3
Enter away messagewe write their names on our wrists
and they will never notice us
until we don't exist.
Enter away messageDon't look so sad little J!
The sun will come out tomorrow,
even though your boyfriend did today.
-- Gossip Girl
Enter away messageEverything he tells you now,
he told me first.
So stop thinking you're something special.
Enter away messageYou said you'd love me until the day you die;
& as far as I know, you're still alive.
Enter away messagei hate girls .
i hate it when they yell.
when they criticize your hair .
i hate it when they flirt, even more when they stare.
i hate it when they gossip.
the way they always lie .
i hate it when they grin after they made another cry.
i hate the way they must be right, how they must win every fight.
and when they dont eat, it makes me cringe to see a girl who goes hungry.
i hate it when they binge.
i hate their make-up caked on their face.
i hate their greediness, how they wont take second place .
i hate their mean spirit. i hate their preppy clothes.
i hate the way im one of them .
i hate the way it shows
Enter away messagethroughout life people will make you mad, disrespect you , and treat you bad. let god deal with the things they do, because hate in your heart will consume you too .
Enter away messageliars dont deserve freinds,
but then we'd all be alone in the end .
Enter away messagehim:I don't know why you wear a bra. You have nothing to put in it.
her:You wear pants, don't you?
Enter away messagei was the one who said things change;
you were the one that [ p r o v e d ] it.
Enter away messagei'm tired of the judgement, i'm tired of the looks,
i'm tired of the people saying "that girl's no good."
i'm my own person, i'm just not you,
so stop judging me and start concentrating on you.
Enter away messagealthough i've been hurt, i still remain strong;
you think i have regrets? well, you're wrong,
because you gotta take chances
[ your x w h o l e l i f e x long ] <3
Enter away messagethere will be 2 dates on your tombstone
everyone will read them, but the only thing
that matters is the little dash between them
Enter away messageI told you you'd live to regret it.
Now I don't want to make you feel bad,
but when it comes to me, just forget it.
I'll be the best you never had.
Everyday I smile and act like nothing's wrong.
It's called putting everything aside and being strong.
Enter away messageboy: you dropped something today.
girl: oh really, what?
boy: my jaw <3
Enter away messageaint it funny how you always have friends,
but when you need them, they're never there?
aint it funny when you tell your friends who you like,
one of them always ends up dating them?
aint it funny when you think you have a friend,
but they talk shit about you behind your back?
aint it funny how none of these makes you laugh?
Enter away messageif you don't like me,
there’s nothing i can do.
here is a news flash, honey;
i don't live to please you
Enter away messageit`s pretty sad when someone has no life
and all they can and want to do is talk about yours
Enter away messagelife really is simple.
we just insist on making it
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| We're just afraid, period. Our fear is free floating. We're afraid this isn't the right relationship, or we're afraid it is. We're afraid they won't like us, or we're afraid they will. We're afraid of failure, or we're afraid of sucess. We're afraid of dying young, or growing old. We're more afraid of life than we are death
Him: whats wrong
her:..nothing..
him: just tell me whats wrong
Her: im in love with my best friend..
him: oh. i thought i was your best friend.
Her: you are
Just when you thought you were
the center of attention
we showed up.
He looked into her eyes and didnt think of me.
She wasn't his girl but he wasn't sober enough to see.
Her pants came off and so did his own.
She inssited on sex and he couldnt agree more.
Hands began to explore And they started to moan.
he was too drunk to even remember me at that point.
The next morning he called but i already knew.
I didnt need to hear it, His Stupid excuse.
Of course He tried to explain but his words were ignored
He was irresponsible with alcohol and she was nothing but a whore.
Today i looked into his eyes,
They Screamed "i need you"
But they also screamed "goodbye"
They Said, "I love you and i'm sorry "
And they said "Im moving on, Don't cry"
They yelled " How could you replace me "
and they also said " I tried "
They told me " i miss you "
and they also said " sometimes i want to die"
His eyes revealed his secrets.. eyes can never lie..
You've made it very clear, I know who matters more
And don't you dare think that i'll ever love you like i did before.
Cause i'm moving on, No more laying on this floor,
And I promise i won't cry for you anymore.
I keep coming back to you, Like i don't know when to leave.
I keep letting you hurt me. You lie to me and i believe.
I guess im the definition of naive.
You always disappoint me. It's kinda like our inside joke.
Except it's not funny.
her hands are in her pockets
he's talking to his friends
they stand in a crowded room at once
they're both on separate ends
she glances at his being
a smile lights her face
she doesnt let anyone know but,
her hearts beginning to race
she turns back to her friends now
pretends it didnt just occur
and as she turns away from him
she swears she saw him turn to her
I'm going somewhere in life, I've got dreams to reach & things to do. Don't bring your drama into my life because, shit, I got my own. I'm done with letting people bring me down, & I'm not taking any bullshit from anyone. I'm my own person, not no one else's bitch. I'm down for people who are down for me. If you don't know me, don't act like you do because I've got enough people in my life to keep me going. Don't go running your mouth about me because you don't know shit about me. Don't believe the shit others tell you, believe things you hear on your own. Be your own damn self & who cares what others say about you. It's not like they're living your life for you. Don't stand for peoples shit because they're just going to cause more pain in your life. I'm going to succeed because I don't stand for your shit; I got my best girls & they got my heart pumping
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